Dear friends, my next door neighbor who saved my life sent me the cruelest letter on the weekend. It was a holiday weekend here and the letter and the contents really caught me by surprise. I am devastated by this and don't know what to do I am so, so sad. I've lived in this house for 11 years and known her and have been a friend with her all this time. When I returned home from the hospital I needed a lot of help, I told Eunice I could hire someone to take care of me when I got home from the hospital and then claim it on my income tax, but no, she wanted to do it herself in spite of the fact that she had a single mastectomy and just got out of the hospital a week before me. However, when I got home, she kept coming over to see how I was, did my laundry, cleaned the kitchen, etc. etc. and I often told her she was doing too much. Then this past weekend I got this letter saying that I was cruel to Maggie & Calleigh for getting the puppy and that I kept saying I was broke because of Maggie's accident which was true - but I have given up trying to save because something always seems to happen when I try to save for something. She went on and on telling me what she did for me while I was sick and I couldn't believe she was the same person. Then I was talking to a neighbor across the street who told me she was complaining to her about me too. I know that I'm not perfect and I know that I make a lot of mistakes, and I also know that she is using me getting the puppy as an excuse. Everyone else has been so, so happy for me because I lost Patti so suddenly and no one else reacted this way except her. He is really a good little puppy, most of the time, but he does have his moments *I call them crazy puppy moments* He goes potty outside as long as I catch him after he sleeps and eats. He is also very obedient. I have been so upset about this I had to post it. Thanks for listening. Please for me because right now I feel like a terrible person.